Here it comes Countless times Can't it be automatic To find the glowing green sign? The sunrise Still I lie The mind is awake But the body tells it’s fake All the negative Self talk Persuades me Not to walk Wrapped I Cannot see After tomorrow Sets free I fight it It’s always back I fight it I can’t be but bad And I waited With nothing else to do I feel like I’m losing my head And with it the truth The clouds are darkening I’m always unprepared Just like at the front Just like a soldier ensnared And here it comes again Day and after day Am I the only one Who fears all this? I fight it It’s always back I fight it I can’t be but bad And I waited With nothing else to do I feel like I’m losing my head And with it the truth I fight it It’s always back I fight it I can’t be but bad And I waited With nothing else to do I feel like I’m losing my head And with it the truth So fuck this morb I want back my youth This fucking youth I want back my youth This fucking youth I want back my youth